Tuesday, August 31, 2010

A New Me ... Well I Hope :/

So lately I was questioning my career path,and how I would achieve it through this blog. It's hard to get someone to notice all your hard work,they just like pass it on,like its nothing. Besides this very heavy thought of mine,I have the problem of the day.

Problem Of The Day: I'm sick,and I can't basically move very much.

I was looking in my closet,and draws to see how much clothes I have. Questioning weather or not I should buy new clothing. Well my conclusion to this problem is that I do need new clothing,and ASAP. I have basically old clothing that I wore all last year,this is my senior year and I want to walk out with a bang(even though on most occasions I'm not that way). I just want to do something different. So here our some looks that I want to try out.

1)

A perfect,flattering Trench Coat always is a DO!!!

2)
Before the summer ends I need to wear my sailors outfit,I have the shirt and pants,all I need is the shoes.

3)
This is very Johnny Depp inspired,gods knows how much I love him. My head is big though,so I have to find a hat that fits.

4)
Biker Boots,its just so edgy ;)

5)
High Boots for rainy days,and nothing to wear days.
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Sunday, August 29, 2010

HELP (*_*)


If being bored was a sickness,I would be the first one who caught it. All I do is sit in my almost all white house thinking. Could you imagine sitting in a house mostly painted all white,I feel like I'm in a crazy house. I write,read a magazine I read like ten times, and take a nap dreaming of an exciting life. This is why I need a job,not only for money,but to be productive. I can't stand this whole "Stay at home and relax." NO I DON'T WHAT TO RELAX! I need something to do,my brain is turning to mush from all this "relaxing" -_- I want to do something other then being on this blog typing about not doing anything. HELP!!!! (*_*)

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So I want a couple of new thing,including new people in my life.

1)I want NEW,OUTGOING,MATURE FRIENDS!!!! High School is almost up,and I want long lasting,life time friends. Like lets say I'm 28 going on 29 I would want friends who knew me at my raw times.

2) A new camera,doesn't have to be the best of the best,but Really Clear.

3)New Plans for my life that will be coming up real soon.

4)New activities to do such as horse back riding,and sky diving!!! It would be so life changing if I do that.

5)A new job,that will some how change my new wardrobe.

6)I want to explore different places,meaning going to different states. I stay in the city way too much,and it kind of make me sick.

7)A new look,and I mean Completely New!!!!! I want a new body,relatively smaller body. I put it as number seven because I need to work hard for it,and sometimes I hate working out.

8)Improve my writing skills,so hopefully I could get a good career in writing.

9)Start my business that would support my family in anything.

(!!10!!) Travel to another country. France,Italy,and Japan. I would say Russia, or Germany but there are a lot of skin heads over there,and Hustle confirms my scary thoughts


Ketlean's Thoughts
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Thursday, August 26, 2010

Failing In Life by Your Standards


I'm so tried of the "Back To School Shopping!!!" every where. There is one thing I want to make clear, during my final days of freedom, I DON'T WHAT TO HEAR THAT!!! School is OK,and sometimes over rated. They make it seems like if you don't get the highest grade your going to fail in life. From the 6Th grade that was one of my main issues, failing in life. It's like it have been engraved in my head not to fail. The question is what is "failing" to them? Do I have to have a good career (which I want)? Do I have to have a devoted husband,with a big pay check coming in every week or two? or Do I have to have three children all in private school? In any case I want to first find what makes me happy,and follow societies rules of life. You might say "She went through all of that to say she's going to follow societies rules." But lets face it, it almost the only way of survival :/
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Wednesday, August 25, 2010

I Have A New Nancy Drew Game


I bought a new Nancy Drew game yesterday. I'm not that into games ,well who I'm kidding I love games,but Nancy Drew is one of my favorites. I just love solving mysteries, I have played almost all of them. Since they have updated their graphics, it's 5x better, who knew?! Now I have something to do while Mother Dear Suffocates me in this house.


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Monday, August 23, 2010

What Makes Me Happy


I'm a little relaxed today,did my nails with red and cream. I thought it would have been better,but I'll settle for it.Tomorrow is a day where I do nothing as usual.I'm not looking forward for the lonely day home.It's going to be sad and pitiful as usual.My mother put in no afford to go out,but I cope some way.All my friends either have a job or a boyfriend.I think there is one problem with this whole thing for me...my weight.People smile and say "no, it's OK...your a great person" and blah blah blah. No one sees a great person,but their looks,even if the person is just straight up terrible.I feel no reason to elaborate on it,but I just hate that this is my only set back.It isn't fair,but I don't care much. I try to see it in a positive light and thought I should be working on something that I really love,then working for the "man". Hopefully all this time I have staid home paid off.
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Sunday, August 22, 2010

The Cat Is Out Of The Bag,but My Question Is Can We Acknowledge It?

I notice a lot wrong with the way people treat other people. Sometimes I wish I could be unapologetic, and more confident around people,and maybe they'll respect me more. I have several good examples,but I'll keep it limited.

1)Bobby Brown & Ike Turner:They are both famous for many things,including their crazy,up and down relationship with their famous lover's. The one thing though is that people joke around with their names when they're talking about some type of violence. Chris Brown on the other hand was trash on,and may I remind you he was very apologetic for his actions. I'm not trying to defend, or say anything to support their actions. I'm just making a point when your unapologetic,society,or people in general seem to accepted you a lot faster.

2)Males & Females that think their HOT,but in reality their crap!: I'm not going to trash these people,because sometimes I admire them. They carry their wroth in such a way I can't explain. Then when you look at them, and you take a moment to think about it, they're like you and me. The only difference is, is that they call them selves hot!!! :/ It's like what the hell dude. Then you have like 3 million girls and guys sweating them,making them feel like their celebrities.... I just find it crazy, and draining.


I have to admit looking at those people amuse me,so I wont pull their pedestals from under them, and destroy my entertainment. HEHE :)
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France Please Invite Me Over

Some days I wish I had enough money to go to another country. France seems like a nice place to go,since it's like the total opposite of the United States of America. In France nudity is not something to be ashamed about,it's actually something that's embraced. Here in the U.S our minds have been conditioned to see things the way "they" see things. That's why the French think we're so weird, but then again we all have a mind of our own and can always change our way of thinking, so I can't really blame "them".

My clothes came in from the U.K and I'm soo happy with it. At first I thought it would be too small,or too tight,mainly because the girls there are smaller then the girls here,but IT FITS!!!! I just don't like one item and I'm returning the dress.

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Saturday, August 21, 2010

A Dream To Live

Had a bad dream,well not really a bad dream,but sad.My friend took me some place,like France,or Italy,and did something real messed up. We were walking and I saw an ice cream truck,this ice cream truck was so different and I wanted to try it out. When I returned from buying the ice cream,I didn't see my friend. She had left me,ditched me in the middle of some place I didn't know. I felt bad,but mainly anger. When she returned with other friend I knew she said "Oh I had to meet some one" and tried to play it off. That didn't explain much and I wanted to REALLY know why she left me. Come to find out the guy was "High Class" and she didn't want to be seen with me, while meeting him. Then after like 20 minutes of arguing, our neutral friend tried to get us to pass it,but I was still angry. Then I found my self roaming an unknown country all by my self. It was pretty liberating to tell her off,even though she never did anything to me in real life. I probably want to tell off someone, but the qusteion is who?

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Friday, August 20, 2010

Thinkers And Writers

I want to get back to my writing,well at least my poems that I think up every now and then.I have great ideas locked up in my head,the only torture is when I try to express it.Like it comes out all stupid and wrong.Then I forget I thought about it all together.I always wondered how geniuses deal with their capacity of knowledge,and do they beat them selves up when they felt something they did was wrong? I want to write a story on someone,or thing that was extraordinary,or just simple but always seem to have something going on with them.In my mind it seems far fetch but Ill give it a try.


OH Yeah!!! Interesting fact on me: According to my Itunes I listen to the song "7 days" by Craig Davis 150 times. That is sooooo cool :D

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