Mind State

In my new Cutler Diversity class, my Professor was teaching us about Perception, and how it may contradict our  reality. Well it made me think, a person's Perception can lead to their Deception. I mean don't it makes sense? I think so...

Well while I'm here let me throw in some fashion ideas too!
Recently I was browsing around, looking for some affordable, comfy sneakers. Well I found both! At a great price too!

Nike Zoom Jana Star II Women's Sneaker size 12 wide,only for $15! I think this is out of this world!

Nike Zoom Jana Star III,only for $20! It's amazing

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Checking In!

Everything has dramatically changed since my last post. I got my camera,but no clothes or person to take pictures of me. I'm a little scared of how I've might appear on film, people told me I appear gigantic because of my broad shoulders. I'm not one to become insecure about my body, but that's one thing that worries me. I'm also now a college student so everything is now more stressful. I'm also broke, but I got three interviews, at first I was scared I wouldn't please the interviewer but everything turned out fine. Despite all the disappointments, everything seems easy going, and filled with plain old joy.

-Now back to fashion, I really truly try my best not to look online for clothes because I have no money, and even if I did, it goes to the M.T.A and The *Great*College I go to. I thought this was my time to step out and be me (well it is) but I have no materials, great *rolls eyes*. Right as we speak my little sister (who is somewhat smaller than me) is raiding my closet for a shirt. But I'm a Plus size girl, what can you possibly find in your size?

This picture is pretty big, but I love these boots. The illusion of socks gives a hipster look. Very New York. I know many people don't like the hipster look (they assume it's dirty), but not me. At times I find it sexy! These are Remey Black Sweater Trim Ankle Boot (Wide Width) right now at the price of $34.50! Must have very soon.

I really want this jacket. In fact it's the only thing I need in order to have this exact same outfit (not saying I would copy) but it's cute. I love the vibrate blue, and how it has the right amount of shine. This jacket is Asos Curve Airforce Parka for now $50.13.

Now truly understands how sexy this coat is. They only go up to size 22, and I need a 24 because of my arms. But that sewing class my mom put me is use full now. I'm going to buy it, and add materiel, no one is going to stop me from having this coat. It's so beautiful I don't even want to say the price. I truly hope I can wear this coat by the end of this winter, cross my fingers and HOPE TO LIVE!

In fact all these items shown here, are on sale...for the coat please save me one for my size thanks. In fact save me one in everything, goodnight.
P.S: I've charged my mind, change isn't so bad even if people understand you a little less.

No Sleeping, Just Home Work & Samurai Champool

As I sit here, I think about all the home work I have to give in on Monday (checked black board, and I missed an assignment). So right now I sitting here with Errin, doing home work that makes my head hurt (well at least I'm doing something boring with someone fun!).

I Am Worthy...

So before I share my memories of what happen during my birthday, I wanted to share a poem I wrote.

I Am Worthy

Smart people don't have to call someone dumb in order to prove their intelligence

Leaders don't have to tell their followers to follow if they were a true leader

True beauty doesn't have to be physical for it to be seen

A genius doesn't have to speared the fruit of knowledge,it grows within us

And Finally

The truth doesn't have to be told in order for it to be there
We are all worthy

I Am Worthy

Final Thoughts Before The Big...

So tomorrow is my birthday,which makes me happy and sad at the same time. I can't even think correctly because all of the responsibilities I would face. Like I want my own job to make my own money, but I still want Mama & Papa to be there when I need help (and I mean for the rest of my life). I can't imagine being in this cold world alone. Like health insurance, car, tuition, and so much more. But I will be celebrating it tonight, exactly at 12 a,m, eating my red velvet cake (yum can't wait). I also need to start thinking about what profession I wan't to pursue in life, my ideal profession would be journalism, but I also have to have a back up plan. Being a journalist would be hard,but the most important thing is to have an innovative mind,which I believe I  have.

I have to say there's been many road blocks,but some how I'll push through it only because I know God gives me another chance each day to really get what I really want....

The Wanna Be Sweet Heart

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