Going On A Trip To Roosevelt Field Mall (--_--)

I love that mall,but not the people in it. Last time I went, the "people" and I'll repeat the "people" were staring at me. It was like "Ok you don't belong here because we know you don't have money,and two because we don't have your size!" Though those words will never escape their mouths,but their eyes says it all. Last time I've been their it was like I was wearing white pants,with a big period stain on the back,it was bad!

But Back then to prove them wrong I used to buy their items to say "Well you didn't think I had money did you?!" I'm done with that,time for me to grow up. I'm not going to support brand,or thing that generally thinks less then of minorities. Tanisha was told me how the other day some Mexicans came into her job and dropped stacks of money for clothing. Funny thing was they didn't know how to speak english,but they spoke money. It just go to show you "Don't Judge A Book By It's Cover"

Hopefully I find my self a bag for school,and I really need to get my boots!

My First Photo Shoot!

Today I had my first photo shoot! It wasn't much,but I felt like I did a pretty good job for a beginner. My mother bought all these natural fruits,including this very cute little watermelon. It was at least one size bigger then a grape fruit.

My sisters tried to suck the creativity out of me,but I wasn't going to let that happen!

I should send this in to Glamour.com,I really want this blogging thing to work for me!

No one supports me of running away........ What ever (-_-)

But my first day of school was BAD! lmao They had the nerve to give me a 2-7... I changed that to a 1-5. I had to take out ceramics,for photography. I'm going to try out how I like the first period thing again,and if I don't like it I'm going to change it. For some reason I felt like I messed up some where,or thing :/ People said not to worry about it but I know my gut feeling. So I'm going to listen to it like I always do.

And Janiri if you see this I MISS YOU!!! and we have a lot to talk about!

Carnival

So Carnival was crazy fun!!!!!! XD It was me,Ashley ,Dominique,Seqoiya, and Tanisha. I have to say I was really excited for the parade. My only issue was jumping over the gates. The first time I hurt my self,really bad lol. Seqoiya help me thought every time,so I felt a little safe. Soca was jamming,and powder was every where!!! It was beautiful seeing all the countries coming together to create a good time. When we saw the Haitian float up front,we jumped back over the gate and basically ran over there,but police stopped a lot of people from entering. So we followed on the side walk,but it didn't take us long to jump back in to the crowed. We was like in this train motion,dancing,jumping and laughing. As soon as we saw a fight broke out,we jumped back out the crowed. One thing everyone knows about Labor Day Pared is that the fights are crazy,and sometimes deadly and we weren't trying to be apart of that. Here are some pictures of our FUN TIME!!!!

Us Dancing to the Soca,and me looking a little slow,but who cares!

Domo and Tanisha taking flicks

Me and Sha love the lighting!

Domo looking like a real thug. Little something here to say to you. Her eyes were covered,and half of her face as well. There were had about 20 guys an hour trying to speak to her.It was crazy because she could have a messed up grill and everything in between,but to them once they see a nice body it doesn't even matter.

Everything that happen I couldn't even fit in here,but I hope more days like this would come in the near future.

Things Thats On My Mind Right Now

1)I think my sister's ex-boyfriend is gay!

2)I feel bad for fathers who see their daughter going down the wrong path.

3)I think everyone is tired of me. :/

Canaveral is tomorrow,and I'm excited,but also scared that I might get hurt.

Every year at least two people gets hurt,for no reason at that. It's not really reported,but everyone knows it happens. I just hope I could jump over the gate,and not get hurt,or caught by the police. I'm starting my last year,and last thing I need is a police thing on my record over some dumb crap.

Oh yeah this is my 3rd peach today. It taste soooo good and it's kinda of hard,so it's like biting into an apple.

So my aunt and mother said I was extremely rude. In a way this makes me want to run away and never come back. It's not like they hate me,but they don't like me. Hate would be a strong word to use in this case. While daydreaming(which I do almost all the time),I met a guy European guy who asked me to move to France with him. I agreed and told my family. It was like a way to hurt them with out doing something extreme,or get hurt myself. But then I thought to myself, they probably wouldn't care anyways. Well I still want to leave the country,and I'm not talking about some place like Canada,but the U.K. Japan would be lovely to visit,and a Haiti my native blood line. The thing is with Haiti,it's upside down. Not the whole island,but most of the people there are desperate for money and food, and they WOULD kidnap me for ransom. They know who's the real island Haitian by our skin tone.

Well goodnight to all,have sweet dreams.

P.S: Something is biting my whole body. :/

Cinnabun Lady Needed A Slap!

I was suppose to run away yesterday,but No Money lmao! But (I know your not suppose to start a sentence with but,but who cares!) anyways today wasn't that bad,my mom stayed on my good side,and I went a little shopping. My only exception was the Cinnabun sales person. The first thing I thought was "I'm going to have to fuck her up." Then I thought "I'm going to get banned from the mall like that lady in Texas that did almost the same,exact thing!" But I'm better now. I just need some boots! That's basically the last thing that I'm stressing about.

SAVE ME!!!!!!!!!!!

So my Daddy came and gave me money for school shopping,but I'm still dissatisfied with everything. For the 10 minutes of going to Walgreens I felt happy. I think I was away for that crappy house which I hate so much. When the school year start I'll start job hunting,and when I do get a job I'll take as many hours as I can. Just to away,like FAR AWAY. If I don't get a job,then I'' drown in my misery,and die! SAVE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(-_-) Now I'm sitting her mad as hell,I can't leave because my friend is not here yet. If traveling didn't cost as much I'll be gone!!! I need friends you know how to drive,I'll have no problem putting in $10 for some gas,and be out of here. I'm in my best moments when I'm not at home.

*She* have something against me,and I don't know what. Every time I ask her something she's on the defense and wonders why I have an attitude. My bed is half way broken,and I told her,and she start screaming at me. Like WTF all I'm telling you is that my bed broken,try to help me out,not stress me out. I wish my teacher way here so she can listen to me problems(insider).