School(Another Storm),and Fashion!!!!

So today was a little quite day,but non the less it was good. (By the way my step father thinks I'm emailing a "boyfriend" -_-! )

1. Today the rain came down heavy just when I left my house.
2. The Q44 closed the door on me just as I got in front of the door.
3. I have first period gym,but my teacher didn't stress me out about it,and he didn't mark me unprepared =D.

In yearbook class I'll call him the "King" made little remarks about my weight. Now I know I'm not as big as other girls,but for the every first time I felt a little insecure. It was new to me,and I didn't know how to handle it. I never let anyone,or thing get to me, so I don't know how it happened. I'm just worried if it would happen again but this time in front of more people, I wouldn't know how to deal with it? :/ "Getting Crazy" is one way,but I don't want to look ghetto, so I might kill him with intelligent remarks. I'm not as smart as some people,but I have my moments :).....

Lately I have been straying away from the real purpose of this blog,so I'll get right back to it FASHION!!!!

So this brand never dose it wrong with there plus size line! Love these outfits with all my heart!

These Two Outfits are simply amazing!

I haven't forgotten about my my small girls!

This is amazing for girls with nice backs,like really tall people.

This look is great for short people,because mid-high heels give a nice look.

This is all for today,but I'll be sending an open letter to Forever21 tomorrow,stay tuned!

P.S: Tomorrow will be the first time I'll take a full body picture to show off my style.

Yikes!!!! I'm a little scared

While Baking,I'm Thinking!

I haven't blog in such a long time,so I'll type what I think is important as of now. It's time for college applications to go in and I figured out that I want to some what go solo. I was looking at the Forbes list and all I saw was Billionaires who dropped out! I'm not saying I'm completely done with college,and that I'll be like them,but someone said to me "College is a business". I remember watching on the news,a man from Yale University handing out his resume on the streets for a job. It was sad watching his pride slipping away slowly. So I'm thinking about starting something good,and something that can be unique so that no one can copy me.

So me and turtle is really getting along with....lets just call her "hamster". This new blossoming friendship seems to be going along well. Lets just hope or now enemies don't mess up our senior activities, no let me re-word that. They better not mess up my senior activities, I don't play that! And even though I don't know who exactly did it,I'm still kicking ass!

This London trip will not be happening. I don't trust the other students first of all. I was willing to go until I saw the group(and it's not all the people), and when I was told I will not be receiving my $95 back if ten people don't sign up, it really had me thinking. $95 is not a lot for air fair,but just to loose is a lot to me!

By the way I'm making a strawberry cake!!!!

I wish I could do this in my school for Breast Cancer & Heart Decease

The Day Drup Drup have been made LMAO

Tracy Morgan In Soho :D

Me and my friends sometimes go to Soho randomly,and always bump into a celebrity! So this time we bumped into Tracy Morgan in front of Bloomingdales. We looked a little upset,and at first me and Tanisha was scared to talk to him. Tanisha end up doing the talking because I froze! Other then that he's a very nice guy,most celebrities would have ignored us,or curse us out.

By the way I cut my hair!!!!!!

New Dance Coming From South America!

A video recently came out showing a new dance starting in South America. It's like the person (and I mean the person because it happens to both boys and girls) bumps back and forth while the other dance on them. It's like a merge between "the bump" and "the jerk". I think it's OK =), especially since it's like a team work,and it looks very fun. People say it's stupid,but I think they only say that because it's not from the States! Come on people lets have an open mind!

Sleep Time :)

So before I go to bed I had somethings on my mind

Why is yellow so mellow?

Can the stars really tell a story?

And rockets and love sounds really good together....GOODNIGHT!!!!

Dreaming One Night by ketlean featuring custom made jewelry

Twitter!

Did the unthinkable and made a Twitter. I kind of did it to promote my blog even more. In order to get where I need to get, I need a Twitter to socialize and get my name out there.I have no problem asking people I don't know to read it,successful people did it,it's called promoting. Yet this whole twitter thing is already getting on my nerves. I will stick with it for another week or so,and I'll see if it would help.

Storm!!!!

Super Women could pick that up in one second,but I tried :/

Well yesterday was something crazy. Thank god our change of plan took us to Austin street,instead of Soho. Tanisha was babysitting,so I went there since the Q88 drops me right in front of my destination. I spent time with her nephew Chi-Chi, and bought a Red-Mango yogurt that coast me $4.90! I finish that before I even hit the front of the door. We met up with her college friend name Jean (in French it's pronounced differently). We went to Austin street to eat,but he wanted to do a little shopping first.

While in this "upper-class" store,I saw a thunder and knew it was about to rain,but we had a good ten minutes before it started.

This is Before with Tanisha & Jean

I wasn't there because I was in Pay-Less getting some new shoes. Something told me in the back of my mind to get new shoes,because I was going to need it.I don't throw out money all the time,so I knew I needed to get it.

We ended up in a store,and by now the thunder bolds were coming more frequent then usual. When we were walking towards the restaurant we saw people with their babies in carriages. I took out my umbrella and then the rain started. It was like stage 1, then stage 2, by then me and Tanisha was running. By the time we hit the corner stage 3 had begone, and we lost her friend. The wind blew so hard but we had to find him. We enter the restaurant not a second late,because they were about to close the door. Something broke and flew off,and the windows were cracking from the pressure.

The way the wind blew + the rain was amazing. It was something out of a movie. We called her friend and he was safe next door at the other restaurant. He said the tables were flying,the plates were too.He came next door,and he looked amazed by the whole thing.

This was us after the whole ordeal,clearly you could see us all messed up! But that didn't last for long,because we ate!

This was us eating up a storm lmao,I didn't mean to make that corny joke.

Let me just tell you the wings were great!!!

This was just one damage from the restaurant. The managers look very stressed out by the accumulating damages.

The door broke off,I should have robbed a bank.

Seeing this little boy in the car hurt me. The damage was right by the window,and thank good he didn't get hurt. His mother was pregnant too,she said she had to go to the hospital to see if her baby was ok *tear-tear*. I hope all the babies that were caught in the storm were safe.

Trees fell hard,and thank god it wasn't on us.

The concrete lifted!

By the time we got to the train station,it was an even bigger mess that happen. We end up breaking the law and sneaking in. Then some random guy ALMOST threw up on us.

But here is our happy,and even fun ending!!!

This Was the Reason Why School was closed!!!

Possums Yuck!

There is this possum that live by my house,I mean right next to my house! Yuck like go down the block,around the corner,just get away from my house,over grown RAT!

New Styles & Thoughts

I went for a little night out to my friend's friend BBQ. I didn't know anyone there what so ever,except for Muffin(insider) and the other dude,but it was still cool. Though I didn't know anyone there,they seem to be likable people. They were chilling,laughing with each other,and they we're fly. It was a subtle fly,not to much to say "He's trying too hard", and not to little to say "He looks like he just got out of bed". When we walked in I was expecting a laugh or a giggle from people,but they didn't care. Thats how I knew they were mature,and cool people. It seems like I'm ranting on and on about people I don't even know,but I just only know people for being fake,and mean. Sad thing but it's the truth,maybe I should put myself out there more
then!

Ok so yesterday while small talk,my friends mentioned to me about going to clubs. Now I'm a big girl,no lie there,but I don't want to look like a hot mess. Some big girls wear these,tight,spandex type things. Me on the other hand love simple shapes,and colors. There is always some problem with finding plus size clothing that I like. Now I love this new online store I found in the U.K. Its everything I ask for. Enough room in their clothing,nice prints,and edgy clothing too. It's called ASOS.com, it amazing go to it. The female in the back,she's modeling some of their clothing. They have have several branches in Asos,for plus size it's called "Curve". Kind of cute when you think about it.

"Plus Size Fashion" Wrong... by ketlean featuring short sleeve tops

Going On A Trip To Roosevelt Field Mall (--_--)

I love that mall,but not the people in it. Last time I went, the "people" and I'll repeat the "people" were staring at me. It was like "Ok you don't belong here because we know you don't have money,and two because we don't have your size!" Though those words will never escape their mouths,but their eyes says it all. Last time I've been their it was like I was wearing white pants,with a big period stain on the back,it was bad!

But Back then to prove them wrong I used to buy their items to say "Well you didn't think I had money did you?!" I'm done with that,time for me to grow up. I'm not going to support brand,or thing that generally thinks less then of minorities. Tanisha was told me how the other day some Mexicans came into her job and dropped stacks of money for clothing. Funny thing was they didn't know how to speak english,but they spoke money. It just go to show you "Don't Judge A Book By It's Cover"

Hopefully I find my self a bag for school,and I really need to get my boots!

My First Photo Shoot!

Today I had my first photo shoot! It wasn't much,but I felt like I did a pretty good job for a beginner. My mother bought all these natural fruits,including this very cute little watermelon. It was at least one size bigger then a grape fruit.

My sisters tried to suck the creativity out of me,but I wasn't going to let that happen!

I should send this in to Glamour.com,I really want this blogging thing to work for me!

No one supports me of running away........ What ever (-_-)

But my first day of school was BAD! lmao They had the nerve to give me a 2-7... I changed that to a 1-5. I had to take out ceramics,for photography. I'm going to try out how I like the first period thing again,and if I don't like it I'm going to change it. For some reason I felt like I messed up some where,or thing :/ People said not to worry about it but I know my gut feeling. So I'm going to listen to it like I always do.

And Janiri if you see this I MISS YOU!!! and we have a lot to talk about!

Carnival

So Carnival was crazy fun!!!!!! XD It was me,Ashley ,Dominique,Seqoiya, and Tanisha. I have to say I was really excited for the parade. My only issue was jumping over the gates. The first time I hurt my self,really bad lol. Seqoiya help me thought every time,so I felt a little safe. Soca was jamming,and powder was every where!!! It was beautiful seeing all the countries coming together to create a good time. When we saw the Haitian float up front,we jumped back over the gate and basically ran over there,but police stopped a lot of people from entering. So we followed on the side walk,but it didn't take us long to jump back in to the crowed. We was like in this train motion,dancing,jumping and laughing. As soon as we saw a fight broke out,we jumped back out the crowed. One thing everyone knows about Labor Day Pared is that the fights are crazy,and sometimes deadly and we weren't trying to be apart of that. Here are some pictures of our FUN TIME!!!!

Us Dancing to the Soca,and me looking a little slow,but who cares!

Domo and Tanisha taking flicks

Me and Sha love the lighting!

Domo looking like a real thug. Little something here to say to you. Her eyes were covered,and half of her face as well. There were had about 20 guys an hour trying to speak to her.It was crazy because she could have a messed up grill and everything in between,but to them once they see a nice body it doesn't even matter.

Everything that happen I couldn't even fit in here,but I hope more days like this would come in the near future.

Things Thats On My Mind Right Now

1)I think my sister's ex-boyfriend is gay!

2)I feel bad for fathers who see their daughter going down the wrong path.

3)I think everyone is tired of me. :/

Canaveral is tomorrow,and I'm excited,but also scared that I might get hurt.

Every year at least two people gets hurt,for no reason at that. It's not really reported,but everyone knows it happens. I just hope I could jump over the gate,and not get hurt,or caught by the police. I'm starting my last year,and last thing I need is a police thing on my record over some dumb crap.

Oh yeah this is my 3rd peach today. It taste soooo good and it's kinda of hard,so it's like biting into an apple.

So my aunt and mother said I was extremely rude. In a way this makes me want to run away and never come back. It's not like they hate me,but they don't like me. Hate would be a strong word to use in this case. While daydreaming(which I do almost all the time),I met a guy European guy who asked me to move to France with him. I agreed and told my family. It was like a way to hurt them with out doing something extreme,or get hurt myself. But then I thought to myself, they probably wouldn't care anyways. Well I still want to leave the country,and I'm not talking about some place like Canada,but the U.K. Japan would be lovely to visit,and a Haiti my native blood line. The thing is with Haiti,it's upside down. Not the whole island,but most of the people there are desperate for money and food, and they WOULD kidnap me for ransom. They know who's the real island Haitian by our skin tone.

Well goodnight to all,have sweet dreams.

P.S: Something is biting my whole body. :/

Cinnabun Lady Needed A Slap!

I was suppose to run away yesterday,but No Money lmao! But (I know your not suppose to start a sentence with but,but who cares!) anyways today wasn't that bad,my mom stayed on my good side,and I went a little shopping. My only exception was the Cinnabun sales person. The first thing I thought was "I'm going to have to fuck her up." Then I thought "I'm going to get banned from the mall like that lady in Texas that did almost the same,exact thing!" But I'm better now. I just need some boots! That's basically the last thing that I'm stressing about.

SAVE ME!!!!!!!!!!!

So my Daddy came and gave me money for school shopping,but I'm still dissatisfied with everything. For the 10 minutes of going to Walgreens I felt happy. I think I was away for that crappy house which I hate so much. When the school year start I'll start job hunting,and when I do get a job I'll take as many hours as I can. Just to away,like FAR AWAY. If I don't get a job,then I'' drown in my misery,and die! SAVE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(-_-) Now I'm sitting her mad as hell,I can't leave because my friend is not here yet. If traveling didn't cost as much I'll be gone!!! I need friends you know how to drive,I'll have no problem putting in $10 for some gas,and be out of here. I'm in my best moments when I'm not at home.

*She* have something against me,and I don't know what. Every time I ask her something she's on the defense and wonders why I have an attitude. My bed is half way broken,and I told her,and she start screaming at me. Like WTF all I'm telling you is that my bed broken,try to help me out,not stress me out. I wish my teacher way here so she can listen to me problems(insider).