You Can Say I'm Bored

So far this holiday weekend short-of sucks!

I need a job! The constant sitting around,doing nothing makes me mad. I have to be productive here and there. I wouldn't mind my free time if I had some place to go,or something to do. A car would be lovely. Being a teenager have it's perks,your young, and time doesn't seem against you some times,but when your bored out of your mind things could go left. Lucky me my mind doesn't allow me to do bad things such as drug,and other things. The fact still remains that I need something to do. Unfortunately, almost everything revolves around money,which I don't have.

What ever happen to programs that offer teenagers jobs, activities, and people to help you get education and scholarships. It seems like we're on our own,and quit frankly no one cares. What they don't understand is that a good body and function without a good head. So yes, our head is missing,and so is the will of most young people. It's sad because we all know what comes after this,pure disaster.

P.S: I didn't type about Homecoming,it's coming, I just need to get everything together and not get disturbed.

P.S.S: I already know how you are, no need to hide it.

PS.S.S:Fashion Blogging I'll give you another try!

Homecoming....It's more like "I'm Back Snitch!"

So homecoming was so fun!!!!

It landed on a Wednesday,meaning 50 cents per-wing at Pizzahut! So me and Janiri went to kill some time,and after that we headed to the near by mall. While at the mall with Janiri we decied to go to Ms.Doll's house. When went through the back, and was lost in ANOTHER building for a good 10 mins. Going there didn't really mean anything anyways because she was going out, and of course we couldn't stay. When leaving, out of all people we bumped into Hella! Janiri wanted to walk her all the way to Ms.Doll's house,but I couldn't. So I tried to help her as best as I can,and I sent her on her way.

We went to the mall, which didn't really do much,cause we basically walked in and walked out HA!

When we arrive we just remembered that we had to pick up the photographer, and bring him to the gym to take some pictures of our basketball team. I had a few problems with that whole Basketball Game that night.

1. There were too many outsiders there,and little kids trying to look cute(if I saw my little sister there,I would knock the mess out of her)
2. They started letting people in at 4, when the game starts at 5!
3. They sold too many tickets knowing there wasn't enough space!
4. They DIDN'T GIVE ME BACK MY MONEY
5. and one of my classmate acted as though we were strangers

From my understanding,those outsiders tried to rob one of the good guys in our school. I knew who invited all those "outsiders", and I told him not to bring them because they can get out of hand. He was offended,but I was right!

Moving along, homecoming was amazing! I saw so many old faces it warmed my heart (no joke).

I had a few mishaps,but I'm going to try and get passed it. Kathy, and many more(by the way I never knew you guys didn't like each other,sorry for putting you in that awkward picture). Speaking of pictures, the same people always jumped in the picture, which I didn't like.

1. If your a Jr. or even a freshman, I don't mind you being there,but please don't try and jump into every picture. Its not fair, this is our last year, let us have it. I might sound like a baby, but your time is next year, so go that ---------> way!
2. I also didn't like the fact that some people insisted we take pictures of only one group of people. Ummmm no, that's not happening!
3. Just because I let three people pass,doesn't mean anything! You did the same thing! So don't try and get me in trouble.....Stupid, don't you know I have connections HA!!!!!!!!

After that beautiful reconnection's, we did the same thing we did last year and went to the mall!

Janiri really didn't want to go,but I didn't want to take no for an answer....she end up loving it.

We left the mall at 9 something, it was a good day.

P.S:I know I'm late,but I had to post the events that happen that night!

What!?

Tomorrow is school again,where I spent useless hours looking at a non-caring teacher! Janiri told me"If nothing changes, then your life becomes a routine." Well nothing is changing and my life is slowly becoming a routine. I want fun,excitement, and liberty. I don't see that in school. What ever happen to those teachers who made you want to come to class? Those teachers who made you really think over your whole life,and what the future holds for you? Have our elders failed us?

I should start venturing out on my own. I would love to beg my friends to come along,but if they decide not to,that shouldn't stop me. There have to be ONE pumping heart out there in this world! Hopefully I'll meet it....

For some reason my mind just flopped on me (>__<")

DAM WRITER'S BLOCK!!!!!Publish Post

P.S: Sooner or later I'm going to flow towards my Fashion Thoughts and Clothing

P.S.S: I need a job. The money is nice, but I have to keep myself busy,gain some type of experience.

Phenomenal!!!!!!

OK I love her!!!!!!

This commercial is so hot,and I'm straight!

I think it's the amount of confidence she carried in the commercial,as though she owned it. I want to be that way when I get older =]

Writing Away My Boredom

So I'm writing away my boredom. I never give my story a title,mainly because I feel like I'm forcing it to go one way. For example if I called it "Those Walks In Central Park", then my story will have to be forced in some way to incorporate Central Park in everything. So I'm keeping it simple and allowing my clear mind write it. If I feel there's too much disturbance,then I'm going to stop automatically. I don't want my natural flow of creativity to be tainted by someone, or thing.

P.S: Shenice is Home!!!! I'm happy,cant wait to spend time with my college bond bestie!

P.S.S: I need to go to a party really soon,and dance. For some reason I'm starting to feel as though I cant dance any more.

P.S.S.S: And if that's the case,please God don't allow that to happen,oh yeah,and bless the needy, and those that need help in love,family, and life in general.

P.S.S.S.S: I cant be selfish!

What A Fun Week!

So this week was a great week. A lot of fun, and birthdays! Birthdays, as in growing up,another year has passed! Its a tad bit scary for me, but I'm learning to accept it. Janiri told me to day "If nothing changes, then your life becomes a routine." Which was so nicely put together. When I think about it, she's right. Yes being happy is nice, but change can bring more then happiness. So now I'm like scared, and excited all at the same time,which is stupid,but I can't fight with my emotions,they make me who I am. Now I can't wait to do things,and its starting this Friday,in central park. I wrote a story about my character meeting some one in central park,maybe if I go there,I could get some more good ideas.

Had fun this whole week!!!!!!

P.S: I want to meet new people

P.S.S: Rocket Ships, and different universes put my mind to rest

P.S.S.S: I wonder if we were to find creatures like us,are they going to be prettier like AVATAR!

Birthday Week!!!! Great Success!

So my birthday week went really well,except for some mishaps. For one I didn't get my red velvet cake, and as predicted I my father didn't call me for my birthday. Other then those two everything went swell. Tanisha took me to this burger spot, which was really good,but before that we spent time walking 5th avenue. It was kind of funny trying to figure out who's the really rich people. Then the next day me and Janiri went to Sea restaurant. It was amazing,though we didn't spend much time in the restaurant,we did explore the area. We walked almost every inch,and corner of that place.

There was even one point when we saw a whole bunch of commotion on one street,but then Janiri said it wasn't a good idea to be nosey,and she was right! She paid for TWO lovely hats that SHE found at the thrift shop. What surprised me was cute men were actually buying things from there. In my head the whole time I thought these men most have paid a lot of money on their "smooth" wardrobe, but they get it at the THRIFT shop. It was just simply amazing!!! I want to go back down there and probably wait for my European man. Oh who the hell I'm I kidding,I just love that area!

This was picture was on some random wall,which I saw many other cool art works but didn't take a picture of it.

This was our food,well the appetizers, they we're soooo yummy good!!!!

This was like a moving art work in another Thai restaurant, lovely view!

This was me in front of some really well polished building, look at those doors.

We found this locked door,and thought "Lets take some pictures here"

Me and Janiri (^__^)

Me and Tanisha waiting for a train :}

"I FEEL LIKE A UNICORN"

HAHAHAHA!!!! Thats was what I told today,but it made me feel a little better that I wasn't alone!

"For Colored Girls"

So thanks to spontaneous Lilly, and Tanisha seeing a movie is off my list. I went to see "For Colored Girls" and it was simply amazing. It was crazy we went to the movie theater in Fresh Meadows, and we saw Tanisha's friend. When I saw him, I knew him from some where, but couldn't put my fingers on it. He gave us free pop corn, and other things, which was extremely nice of him. Come to find out it was Dylan's best friend. I remembered reading Dylan's blog, and seeing their picture. While walking back, I was just thinking what if? What if Janiri dragged me along to meet Dylan some place and there he is? Its going to be like "Yo, your that girl from the movies, Tanisha's friend!?" Ha! it would be a classic moment.

Anyways "For Color Girls" touched on so many things that people don't understand. It wasn't the typical Tyler Perry movie, it was really planed out, and heart felt. There were several parts that really connected to me. Like when one of the girls said "How dare we complain,we're colored girls", and also when another character said "Big lips, and big hips..." It touched on so many things, that most African American women would have trouble speaking about,but I do recommend this movie.

P.S: So now that movies is out of the way, we can do something else.

P.S.S: Over a sudden I want a prom date, which is weird :/

BIG HAIR AND DREAMS!

So I took out my bad weave, and my head is still sore, or tender. I had it in since the summer,it's amazing how it stayed nice for so long.I still have to cut it though, which I'm putting off as much as much as I can.

I want my hair just like her, or better.

P.S: SAT'S were today, and I think I sucked. But it makes no sense caring because this world expects too much from me!

Descent Blood

So today was a descent day. It wasn't much going on,it was as if people made an unspoken agreement that we'll all be calm. You had one or two ghetto people here and there, but it wasn't enough to mess up the flow of the day.

I wanted to give blood today,but couldn't because the iron level in my blood was too low. My thing is why have a blood drive in the first week of November? Its common knowledge that majority of females have their little gift from mother nature in the beginning and ending of the month. It just doesn't add up! So now I guess I have to give blood at another time, and place. It really disappointed me because for a very long time now I've been wanting to give blood, and when I'm able to do so I couldn't because I was couple of points low! *Sign* I guess I'll do another time.

P.S: I was placed on the Honor Roll,that made my day a little!

P.S.S: We're growing up which makes me sad,but I'll get passed it =)

P.S.S.S: Simple bliss is starting to set in

"WHAT WAS THAT !?"

So I'm sick today because someone gave me a cold,but its what ever. I keep seeing this black thing passing by me,really fast. While typing this, it happen again, and since I'm in the house alone I was really scared. I just stopped typing, and waited for my mom to come home.

Since she's home now,I could continue my thoughts.

I feel much better,I still cant eat so much, but I'll get passed it. I want to take boxing classes, and some yoga classes here and there. I'm also in the mood for a road trip, but to bad I cant drive, or have anyone who'll come with me. One day I'll just go by myself, and see how things work out for me!

P.S: I think I have psychic powers

P.S.S: Don't laugh at me I'm really scared!

Thoughts that seem to never go away!

I keep saying I want to have a love affair with a European man. In all honesty that sound fine, but I really just want someone new to talk to. I mean someone that dropped out of no where, and they came from "no man's land". I keep thinking if this new person came out of no where,I would be able to express almost everything to he/she. Then I would want them to disappear,and all that I spoke of will become a well kept secret.

This is just one,VERY SIMPLE thought of mines.

I hope my thoughts will not crush me.